The only limits in life are the ones youmake. Therefore, it is important to defy them to allow myself to live a biggerlife and step into the role of who I am meant to be. I love being a nurse.
Nursinghas done a great job in bringing out the best qualities in me that I thought didnot exists: empathy, intuition, creativity, passion and the desire to learnthroughout my career. As a registered nurse at an acute hospital, I know thatnursing is more than the basic science behind the illness. It’s about humanconnection.
I have many memorable interactions with some truly inspirational individuals,who I have encountered in my journey as a nurse, who ended up teaching mevaluable lessons in life and have inspired me to grow into the best version ofmyself. It was during one of my nurse shift, when I developed a clear pictureof what I wanted to grow professionally. I was talking to a Family NursePractitioner, regarding the treatment plan of our patient. Duringour entire conversation, I was in awe with her clinical expertise and how sherationalized the plan of care that she will provide for our patient. Timeseemed to have slowed down. I have finally realized a brand new dream that Ican aim for and that is to become a Family Nurse Practitioner (FNP).
Since I became a nurse, my fascination onhow the human body works and how diseases can affect the patient’s physical,mental and emotional state, have intensified. A master’s degree in nursing withthe emphasis on the nurse practitioner role will provide me the tools to gainstronger confidence when providing health services and provide me theintellectual fulfillment that I seek. I want to become an FNP because I want togain the knowledge of how to diagnose, evaluate, and treat acute and chronicillnesses. It will be gratifying to not only care but also be involved with patientsand their health over an extended period or throughout their lifespan. I amlooking forward to learn and accomplish these aspirations under the UCLA MSNadvance practice program, which offers a large patient population, diverselearning experience and vigorous coursework to prepare me for the FNP role. TheUCLA advanced practice program also has members of the faculty that will notonly intellectually challenge me, but also guide me in this journey. Throughout the three years of my nursingcareer, my desire to do more beyond from carrying out physician orders and knowinghow to perform tasks has deepened.
Becoming a nurse practitioner will grant methe autonomy of leading the care of my patients while simultaneously have theability to seek out the guidance of the physicians when needed. I will be ableto broaden my scope of medical practice while still applying my principles ofnursing to patient care. I want to be the best skilled, most competent and empatheticnurse to bring the safest and highest quality of care to my patients. My patientshave voice out that no one listens to them, not even their own doctors. Thisconcern further inspires me to become a nurse practitioner that will provide qualitycare by understanding my patient as a person. Upon completion of my master’sdegree in nursing and my licensure exam, I plan to work as an FNP in one of theambulatory clinic at the community I grew up in.
I wish to become an activemember of society. I want to help improve the distribution of health services toundeserved populations. I am excited to teach and educate individuals theimportance of healthy choices and disease prevention, in addition to helpingthem during their period of acute illnesses. My professional journey has not beenwithout challenges, sacrifices and detours. I have bravely faced dauntingprerequisite classes, formidable tests, and tight financial situations whiletrying to balance life at home with my family. I knew when I graduated highschool that I wanted to attend a university, but I was one of four childrenthat are going to college and my parents could not afford it.
So I decided togo to a community college and obtain my Associates Degree in Nursing. I am blessedto have been a recipient of scholarships and financial aid program that greatlyhelped my parents support my education financially. Receiving my RN license wasa testament that I made the right career choice. However, job searching as newgrad RN was tough and at times disheartening but once I have finally obtained ajob as a registered nurse, I decided to dedicate the next two years of my lifeworking fulltime and building my confidence as an RN. After saving enough money,I knew it was time to go back to college. I became part of the Cal StateNorthridge RN-BSN program, where I went to school while working fulltime. Itwas a difficult journey, but in spite of this, I have learned to balance the highdemands of both my school and work.
The struggle that I have experienced hasgiven me the confidence and motivation to complete my BSN degree. Itstrengthened my conviction that nothing is impossible for someone who isdetermined to achieve her goal. Becoming part of the UCLA nursing mastersprogram will be challenging not only for me but for my family as well.
However,I firmly believe that the challenges we experience in life are designed to motivateus to keep finding ways to improve ourselves and come back stronger. I am veryfortunate to have a strong support system: a very understanding family, friendswho cheered me along the way and an employer who encouraged me to continuepursuing for higher education. My parents, who are not only my biggestinfluence, but also my number one cheerleaders, have fueled my drive tocontinue to be the best version of myself in everything I do. Intellectual andpersonal growth is something I highly value. As a result, I embrace newlearning and constantly challenge myself. I always believe that if you havehigh respect for your profession, then you should seek the highest trainingpossible in order to have the strongest foundation. The first step to anysuccess is having the courage to take a risk to pursue that burning passioninside you. Limitations are considered self-imposed and are created out of fearnot to leap into action.
It is good to know what my limitations are, defy them,go after my dreams and live the life I want and proud of.