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The only limits in life are the ones you
make. Therefore, it is important to defy them to allow myself to live a bigger
life and step into the role of who I am meant to be. I love being a nurse. Nursing
has done a great job in bringing out the best qualities in me that I thought did
not exists: empathy, intuition, creativity, passion and the desire to learn
throughout my career. As a registered nurse at an acute hospital, I know that
nursing is more than the basic science behind the illness. It’s about human
connection. I have many memorable interactions with some truly inspirational individuals,
who I have encountered in my journey as a nurse, who ended up teaching me
valuable lessons in life and have inspired me to grow into the best version of
myself. It was during one of my nurse shift, when I developed a clear picture
of what I wanted to grow professionally. I was talking to a Family Nurse
Practitioner, regarding the treatment plan of our patient. During
our entire conversation, I was in awe with her clinical expertise and how she
rationalized the plan of care that she will provide for our patient. Time
seemed to have slowed down. I have finally realized a brand new dream that I
can aim for and that is to become a Family Nurse Practitioner (FNP).

Since I became a nurse, my fascination on
how the human body works and how diseases can affect the patient’s physical,
mental and emotional state, have intensified. A master’s degree in nursing with
the emphasis on the nurse practitioner role will provide me the tools to gain
stronger confidence when providing health services and provide me the
intellectual fulfillment that I seek. I want to become an FNP because I want to
gain the knowledge of how to diagnose, evaluate, and treat acute and chronic
illnesses. It will be gratifying to not only care but also be involved with patients
and their health over an extended period or throughout their lifespan. I am
looking forward to learn and accomplish these aspirations under the UCLA MSN
advance practice program, which offers a large patient population, diverse
learning experience and vigorous coursework to prepare me for the FNP role. The
UCLA advanced practice program also has members of the faculty that will not
only intellectually challenge me, but also guide me in this journey.

Throughout the three years of my nursing
career, my desire to do more beyond from carrying out physician orders and knowing
how to perform tasks has deepened. Becoming a nurse practitioner will grant me
the autonomy of leading the care of my patients while simultaneously have the
ability to seek out the guidance of the physicians when needed. I will be able
to broaden my scope of medical practice while still applying my principles of
nursing to patient care. I want to be the best skilled, most competent and empathetic
nurse to bring the safest and highest quality of care to my patients. My patients
have voice out that no one listens to them, not even their own doctors. This
concern further inspires me to become a nurse practitioner that will provide quality
care by understanding my patient as a person. Upon completion of my master’s
degree in nursing and my licensure exam, I plan to work as an FNP in one of the
ambulatory clinic at the community I grew up in. I wish to become an active
member of society. I want to help improve the distribution of health services to
undeserved populations. I am excited to teach and educate individuals the
importance of healthy choices and disease prevention, in addition to helping
them during their period of acute illnesses.

My professional journey has not been
without challenges, sacrifices and detours. I have bravely faced daunting
prerequisite classes, formidable tests, and tight financial situations while
trying to balance life at home with my family. I knew when I graduated high
school that I wanted to attend a university, but I was one of four children
that are going to college and my parents could not afford it. So I decided to
go to a community college and obtain my Associates Degree in Nursing. I am blessed
to have been a recipient of scholarships and financial aid program that greatly
helped my parents support my education financially. Receiving my RN license was
a testament that I made the right career choice. However, job searching as new
grad RN was tough and at times disheartening but once I have finally obtained a
job as a registered nurse, I decided to dedicate the next two years of my life
working fulltime and building my confidence as an RN. After saving enough money,
I knew it was time to go back to college. I became part of the Cal State
Northridge RN-BSN program, where I went to school while working fulltime. It
was a difficult journey, but in spite of this, I have learned to balance the high
demands of both my school and work. The struggle that I have experienced has
given me the confidence and motivation to complete my BSN degree. It
strengthened my conviction that nothing is impossible for someone who is
determined to achieve her goal.

Becoming part of the UCLA nursing masters
program will be challenging not only for me but for my family as well. However,
I firmly believe that the challenges we experience in life are designed to motivate
us to keep finding ways to improve ourselves and come back stronger. I am very
fortunate to have a strong support system: a very understanding family, friends
who cheered me along the way and an employer who encouraged me to continue
pursuing for higher education. My parents, who are not only my biggest
influence, but also my number one cheerleaders, have fueled my drive to
continue to be the best version of myself in everything I do. Intellectual and
personal growth is something I highly value. As a result, I embrace new
learning and constantly challenge myself. I always believe that if you have
high respect for your profession, then you should seek the highest training
possible in order to have the strongest foundation. The first step to any
success is having the courage to take a risk to pursue that burning passion
inside you. Limitations are considered self-imposed and are created out of fear
not to leap into action. It is good to know what my limitations are, defy them,
go after my dreams and live the life I want and proud of.